Walt Disney Said,

But what if it is a dream that depends on another person to come true?

Why Tears Fall

There are times when you are left alone, stuck in between hope and reality, forgotten promises and longstanding dreams, an established relationship and an almost nonexistent one. These are times that pretending things are normal is hard, and being tough is tough.

These are times that you just want to ask why this happens when it has no reason to.

I have wept three times for the past 24 hours. With every tear is a meaning: those were tears for relationships you wish would go back to what used to be. Those were tears that were encouraged by a friend that knows what you are going through. Those were tears for promises that were made seven years ago but still not forgotten.

Those tears were manifestations of everything I stored up inside. Those tears recognize the fact that everything’s not okay and I know it. Those tears were for the awkward feeling of not catching up.

I’m sorry.

Falling Even More In Love With TIU ♥

Not so long ago, the closest I can get to my ultimate crush Chris Tiu is this:

And the best photo I can get of him is this:

And I only see him here:

Or the best way to talk to him is through this:

And the best way to show my love and support for him is by shouting: “Number 17! I Love you!” while watching an Ateneo (Or Smart Gilas) game.

But friends, believe me when I say that dreams indeed do come true. ;)

This was the only time that I have been really thankful for a project. Last Monday, we interviewed Chris—yes, THE Christopher John Alandy-Dy Tiu that I have been crushing on since high school. Thanks to my beloved group mate Zid Santos who spilled his guts out and approached Chris at an Ateneo game. :)

He was already there when we got to Discovery Suites in Ortigas. We were late for about fifteen minutes but heck; he was so kind and even asked kung na-traffic kami. He even treated us to pizza! I was so kilig when he handed me the bread he was eating and said: “KC, try mo ‘tong bread. Masarap yung dip.” And smiled. Then I died. And yes, we are on a first name basis. Haha.

He was funny and bubbly during the interview. I thought masstarstruck ako pag nakita ko sya (yes, na-starstruck ako. It’s THE ultimate crush, for crying out loud!), pero he treated us as friends kaya nakakagaan ng loob. I liked Chris even before I met him. Now that I met him, I like him even more. Hwahahaha.

And now, the best photo I can get of him is something like this:

 

And the closest I can get to my ultimate crush Chris Tiu is this:

Thanks, Chris. You’re the best. Number 17, I love you! :)