Tuesday, June 16, 2009

D, v.25

For the nth time today, I told myself that everything is going to be alright. I needed the assurance that you are not just another wrong person, that you came into my life to stay, and that you are the one sent for me to be with until my last breath.

I need the assurance that God is only testing my patience. I need the assurance that God is just watching how I handle these situations no matter how crazy they may seem. I need the assurance that once I have mastered these things, and let go, and let Him do the rest, God will give me the gift that I have been praying for the past five months.

I need the assurance that by the end of the day, God still wants me to be happy.