i am nothing but a big blob of disappointments.
wala talaga akong kwenta.
i do not deserve to be in a university as prestigious as the University of the Philippines, nor do i deserve my parents' trust.
if only there is a way to hide my stupidity. if there is only a way i could end all this.
if only i am brave enough to end this life, i know i will.
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Pareho tayo ng nadarama. Kung paano mo inilahad ang nararamdaman mo sa pamamagitan ng salita e tugmang-tugma sa nararamdaman ko ngayon. Bwisit.
francess, ok lang yan. i realized God wouldn't put us where we are now if not for a reason. pinatatatag lang Niya tayo. hold on. magkakasama naman tayo eh. :D
After two years, I read this blog post again and I realized how things work out together for good.
Yes, I did not get Math 11 at my first try, but that was just the "first year jitters". NApaka-OA pala ng blog post na to. HAHAHA. I managed to get a 1.5 dun sa higher math subject ko (Math 11 is just a prerequisite) and boy, isn't God truly amazing.
Now I am going on my fourth (AND LAST! YAY!) year in the University. I deserve to be a part of this prestigious University. I deserve my parents' trust. Proof is that I managed to survive the last three years even through those ups and downs.
Cheers to this last year, KC!
All the best,
Yourself :D
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